Come For once !

Come for once so that I fill you in my arms and keep you there for eternity

Come for once so that I embezzle the fragrance of your body n lock it in my breaths

Come for once so that I steal a kiss from your lips and save on mine

Come for once so that so that I seal your glance and close my eyes

Come for once so that I fasten the touch of your hands on my waist

Come for once so that I can keep that scrambled sheet on my bed forever

Come so that the silent room gets filled with the clamour of our heartbeats

Come so that our breaths amalgamate and become a part of this universe

Come so that we teach passion a new everlasting definition for itself

Come so that the moon witnesses the most beautiful night ever !!

Come for me just come for once !

Incognito

Tried so hard not to be, these eyes speak a lot,

Smiles have faded, I'm fine, ought to be! 

Amazing, not the word though.

Your silence, deep eyes, serious face, that stare..false you! 

Mistake made by a lumpish heart

Mind not that a simpleton though!

Conditioned was the soul, for pain,

Belief!! This too shall pass though!

Of incomplete kisses and unsure feelings

Of unsaid words and less felt desires

Fell for this uncertainty though!

Of fake glimpses and unreal conversations

Of fake extol and superficial concern

Feelings!! Complete surreal though!

Moved from real to illusory

From mediocre to supreme
Surrendered! You an incognito though!!

The Crescent Shape Moon or Me

It was night, half past eleven and I could see the crescent shape moon from the window of my room. I am sitting on the bed parallel to the mirror. The reflection of me appears to be a person suffering from melancholia. With a faint smile as I looked in the mirror, my bosoms were partially covered with the pallu of my saree, my hair is loose but tense. I could see those drops of sweat that my cleavage holds. I got up from the bed, tied my hair into a bun, pinup my saree, and reach for the bindi that rests on the wooden frame of the mirror and stood waiting near the gate for him to come. Please come before this night ends and leave me just like this crescent shape moon.

Dil ke darwaze pe phir pyar ne dastak di,
Mano khushiyo ne ek nayi udan si bhari,
Bebak huye irade beparda huye hum,
Laga har pal phir se jeene lage hum,
Khushnuma har subhah uski aawaz se hoti hai,
Par sham hote hi tanhayi ki lou jala deti he
Aajao ke mere andar ka samundar registan na banjaye,
Yeh pyar ki kashti kahi yun hi na tham jaye
Mana Majbur hai in duriyo ki vajah se hum,
Par ab karwato ke sahare raat nahi guzarti,
Aajao ek aarsa beet gaya ek huye hum..

Hollows Of My Emotions

I waited for you sitting there in the hollows of my emotions
I turned stone eyed; the tear drop rolling on my cheek froze
Body was still mind paralysed, plethora of emotions rose
You were far from sight, stay farther you chose
I kept crying, mumbling, dying….my love lay in tatters rimose
You didn't shudder, heed, budge…be incorrigible you chose
Insanity, yes it is.. lunatic yes I was
Searching your traces, like mad, like morose
 Life came to a standstill, nothing distorted
Hopes shattered and a chapter closed
You didn't see how I felt; sever my soul you dispose,
Longing I was then, longing I am now
Later, sooner, the ache will depose.

A mature me!

How definitions of things and feelings have changed as I got mature

Fun- more of business meets, making clients happy but lesser friends

Chilling-A business party, a social gathering and not kitties with lots of gossips

High-to see the rising balance in bank account and not getting drunk with friends

Happiness- lots of money, growing business and not touching anyone’s heart

A good day- A deal cracked, new orders but lesser satisfaction

Vacation- A short trip to a nearby destination just to salt away Family’s complains but not a comforting holiday

Shopping- Sophisticated business suits, Swiss watches and elegant shoes and not those pair of pink jeans and tees.

Friends- a known few who don’t know much

Life- A competition to win and not a journey to live 

MEMORIES

When mornings are dull and nights are blue,

I Ponder the paths which I’ve walked through.

Gather the memories of laughter with friends,

Where fun and frolic never used to end

Admire the gifts which god has sent

Wanted anything more I never meant

In my ears that mirth is still alive,

Life take’s a turn back I do believe.

Sometimes they dupe me at other they make me live

Those lovely moments, deep in my the heart are still so cherished

Sooner or later distress may go and life will revive

But in these dreary moments, memories- the only hold to survive

I will grow, move ahead and time's going to fly

The moments have gone but the memories inside will never die

Distances

These distances between us, as they grow

Make’s my heart go blue and low

On closing my eyes, the fragrance of your body lingers on my mind

The more I try to move away from you, get even closer to the things left behind
Every breath of mine has your name engraved on it

And so will it remain is a promise so true in every of it’s bit

Though the acrimony and the tears are given by you

But my eyes are wet the world shall never know

We may move on, walk away, and never turn back

Yet the only thing 'YOU' in my life will lack

Tomorrow I may smile, laugh and sing

But without you in my life it'll remain incomplete a thing

Yesterdays never comes back again

No hopes for lost love getting revived

Today may die in the hope of a better tomorrow

This love was meant to add in our lives only a little more sorrow

Let us move, part now, forget it and find a new way

Leave behind this bitter part so that the future doesn’t sway....