The World Is Mine

Usually you are remembered every moment,
But that one moment in the whole day
When your remembrance is at it its zenith is the most torment.
When the cold breeze touches me
In the winter nights,
The want reaches its crest of your hug warm and tight.
The feel of your touch and your breaths on my neck
Is as fresh as it was on the day when we first met.
I close my eyes you pull me near,
Two hearts become one,
And the clamor of hearts fills the silent atmosphere.
Lying in your lap watching the stars,
Knitting thousand dreams,
Walking with you till the horizon and far.
The hold of your hands
Making countless promises,
Your kiss on my forehead
Makes me feel like a princess.
The trust in your eyes make my life worth living,
The assurance in your smile
Makes me feel secure and more giving.
Waking up in your embrace
As for us the sun shines
When you say “I AM THERE”
I feel the world is mine.

Down The Memory Lane

Yesterday night sitting beside my window I walked
down the memory lane
And realized that the moments which once were joy
today can be deepest of pain
Thought about the days which came so late and went so early
Those were the moments when I lived
which now have became memories merely
Collected the pieces of those hasty meets
which were inconsequential but just was a need
Remember your inveigling words in the moments of anger
but now when I turn back, the silhouette of past exists no longer
You held my hand and all the fears suddenly disappeared
you are not there to wipe but rains will wash away my tears
Faith was the key which broke like glass
all my dreams shattered at last
The ways parted, you turned your back and walked
going away from my sight on the way which destiny chalked
Pang of separation is difficult to bear
but this pain is beautiful, mystical and rare
The thought broke it was dawn ……
Suddenly I realized that don’t know how I traveled so many miles
With all these memories I was left on my face with a blameless smile.

A Perfect Someone

A perfect someone, is it me or you or any other person, an intricate question, isn't it ?
I went for the search of  the answer far beyond the confines of my mind, just gave it a challenge, analysed not people but personalities, not needs but desires, not accomplishments but aspirations, not truth but the reason behind it, not flower but fragrance, every time I found one personality is complex than the other everyone’s need were different than others’and everyone has their own aspirations, but yes I found one factor everyone had in common, everyone wanted satisfaction and they had a mindset that they will get it on achieving something(what this something is, is again a big question) I being no exception and what it takes to achieve this satisfaction in life is a perfect personality a balanced one, is it, really, but is it really possible, and how far is it achievable?

I saw people in different kinds of situations, they laugh, they cry, they fight, they give up, they lose control, sometimes they bang their heads against the wall in frustration, sometimes they kill themselves. I haven’t seen any person who hasn't been selfish at times, who never said anything vice, who never had a greed, who doesn't want to surpass others in whatever he does, one who never had a lust for anything in life.

So what is a perfect personality, one who can control his anger in the most exasperating situations, one who can come up with a most able idea to take a company to heights when its on the verge of bankruptcy, one who can work for the interest of people rather than himself and still give his best, one who can give most ideal solution for a most complicated problem, one who can smile when tears are at the verge, well there seems to be no perfect answer to this .

The more I searched the more imperfection I found. The things which appeared to be the most beautiful turned out to be the most ugly, but that’s how it is. The underlying fact…the search for it makes you understand the world more unmistakably.

 Don’t search perfection because probably that’s the beauty of it neither it can be found nor achieved we can just strive for it, the reason is simple the moment we achieve the perfection according to our perception, the moment next the definition changes again and something else starts looking perfect…..that’s how life gets a mission…either its search or achievement…so my conclusion, the search is still on and yes if anyone has came across any such person there lies the answer to my question!

The River So Restless

The river is so restless as restless as me
In search of the ocean where she wants to be
Where to go, which way to take
The confusion is now at its crest
Despite the elucidation
Its not ready to listen
How to console the heart so unrest
Where this impatient fool will get some rest
This stupid will blaze itself in that cold fire
But it isn’t ready to give up its desire
It doesn’t wants the worldly pleasures
That one smile gives it all its treaures
The road ahead is calm and dark
Will anything keep alive this spark
Roads I walk ,miles I travel
But the sectrets doesn’t gets unravel
One lonely heart ,one lonely soul
Stands in the middle of the crowd alone

get it what u want.....

face the challenges,and get it what u want.
keep negative thoughts away and dont think of what you can't........
always keep your spirits high
and never let your faith die.....
the journey to the destination may be difficult
but never let any thought strike that any thing is impossible.....
so keep the hopes tight
and give it a hard fight....
life will be fun
and your battle will be won.....:)

life is here, life is now.......

I was sitting on the shore
it was raining……….
I saw the little droplets dancing on the surface of the sea
I could hear the melodious music with the rhythm of joy…….
They had a tempo of their own.
They were so elated to meet the sea and merge into it
Not worried about losing their identity forever
They were so exuberant and full of enthusiasm, even though they were going to die the next moment .
I knew they won’t be there the next moment …….but the joy will last for eternity
They taught me a lesson
It is this moment……..to smile, to dance n to live forever
They taught me LIFE IS HERE,LIFE IS NOW.